| I'm getting my ass kicked in school... I need to regain my attention span.. I'm falling little by little.. Everything is starting to pile on top of one another.. I need to stay ahead.. I need some type of motivation... maybe it's not by someone giving it to me.. maybe it's just me itself..
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| so... I'm sad... I'm trying.. it's hard... life is difficult due to something I strongly dissaprove of.. but I have to try and accept.. why?
I understand both sides... but does the other person understand how i feel to.. but isn't it hard since it's something the other person wants.. but it kills me deep inside.. crying and arguing doesn't do anything... I feel hopeless.. why is trying to keep something so hard when u just hate something so much but have to accept it for the other person to be happy.. it's hard right when they tell u it'll probably be best for u.. "it gives me comfort so I can give u comfort.." I want to let it be... it just kills me... I can't sleep.. I can't really eat... I can't even do things without it affecting me later.. it's just sooo hard...
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| In order to accept... their may be pain and hardship... You let so many other things go right? So I should have to let it be.. even if I don't want to.. I have to.. for you... because I love you... and I want everything between us to be just fine... I hope that my decision will not change.. I hope this won't ruin us and all that's been established...
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| I normally don't like asian groups as much as I use to when I was younger.. but I like this song... It helps.. well I want it to help because it just reminds me of everything...
Azn Dreamers- Fixing A broken Heart
why does it always have to be such a difficult process... I feel like I'm a better person than I use to be a year ago... but the way I feel about life itself is not entirely different... I feel like I lost myself again... This time I don't know how long for..
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